If you’re truly my friend, you’d see my hurt and change for good. It takes a lot to admit you’re wrong, it takes even more to apologize, but living up to your promise is the hardest. So far you’ve failed to do that in my eyes. Someone who truly cared would have changed by now, but I guess you don’t. I’m not better than you in any way, not at all. From my perspective I’m pathetic for holding onto this pain, but my friends are right. I don’t need to hold onto this pain, it’s so unnecessary and I don’t deserve it. I”m gonna do my best to move on, do my best to stop wasting my time on you, when you wont even spend a second on me.
I know what a friendship is, and this isn’t it. I know who my friends are now. I know who cares about me and who doesn’t. I’ve been too busy being angry at you to see that. I’m sorry I wasted all this time, when I could’ve been doing better things.
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